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i dont know what good i was thinking it would do
but i didnt count today..
and fuck that out:
-1,000 cals [eleptical]
-? [30 sit ups]
but i know i burned more than i ate so
at least my total = couple hundred NEGATIVE cals
fuck working out. i wont quit cause i know i have to but
im TIRED of it flat out sick of it.
especially cause i only have time late at night mon-fri
cause theres school, and then work, when i finally get home
it blows that working out is what i have to look forward too
ugh sorry just had to vent a little
now im going to bed at 12 and i have to wake up at 6.
ahhh i miss sleep :( how was your day girls?
stay strong
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| today is good so far
i worked my ass of all day
now gonna hangout with my baby,
relax, and cheif all night as usual out:
-1,702 cals [eleptical]
-150 cals[washed and vaccumed car]
-1,852 in:
water
+50 cals [3 crackers]
+150 [blended fruit/ice]
+200 total: -1,652 
story of your life too, right?
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| wow its been so long. cant stop. gotta start recoding everything again
i feel fat, not weighing myself today yet in:
+240 [1 baked potatoe]
+200 [fruit/ice smoothie]
+400 [other crap]
=840 out:
-1,500 cals on eleptical total:
-700
stay strong everyone
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| last night i burned 1,515 cals on eleptical
this morning i burned 663 . now im having a couple beers and adderall :]
packing some shit and staying at my boyfriends
until monday..be back then girls. good luck ! xox |
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| omg my head is killing me. in-
4 bites of salad
1 melba cracker
5 dried plums bites
purged. out-
2 hours eleptical
bussed tables for 3 hours fuck you grandma. ive never felt that way towards you EVER in my life. but telling me "thank god your not looking so thin anymore" when the last time you saw me i weighed 110 pounds and now i weigh 102 pounds ..you make me so fucking frustrated everyone like you does. how are you girls doing?
xox stay strong<3 |
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